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Becoming. Owls eyes. (feat. knockknock)
Nocturnal. Now. Notorious. Silence. The Hunters’ Dream. Darkness. Each lazy, caressing strand of wind.. Brilliant. Awestruck. Savagely...
Nikki Bilello
Jan 11, 20241 min read
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You'd peek, too.
My entire body is pressed against. A door. My whole weight, little heavier lately as I've added some flare to my aura. Am I the fucking...
Nikki Bilello
Nov 9, 20232 min read
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I packed this bowl for two (feat. Russ & Roulette)
I was 11 when I first awkwardly thrust a clutch into gear. I was 15 when my mom showed up at my high school to get my drivers license. I...
Nikki Bilello
Apr 12, 20233 min read
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Red (feat. Mag Extinct)
Priceless irony kneeled to rest, and, with respect. Her eyes bulge. A pair of deep, deep, blue...snake-eyed die. Today the view was new....
Nikki Bilello
Nov 4, 20221 min read
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500 Miles...
I am awkwardly honest. I have no idea why. Shit. Wait. That is a lie. Honesty bites through leather, rips through lace. It can be the...
Nikki Bilello
Sep 21, 20222 min read
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My name is Nikki
You can't call me Dre. Talking in the cuts doesn't pay. Shit. I ain't got nothing to do. I am going to fuck with you. Principalities....
Nikki Bilello
Aug 20, 20221 min read
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The. Time. Is. Now.
She was a good time. He couldn't tell time. She was the right time. He never had time. She wouldn't be a long time. He waited for the...
Nikki Bilello
May 23, 20223 min read
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Tangled up in blue...
I have been playing hide and seek for two years with my father. I keep finding little boy blue on the moon. I am still holding Ricky...
Nikki Bilello
Mar 13, 20221 min read
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Bitch. Sit. Down. Shit.
A good shit show is a voyeuristic force to reckon with. The malodorous stench of another's shit hitting the fan does not pull away the...
Nikki Bilello
Feb 9, 20223 min read
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Tell Your Own Tale
A sane mind can be pushed to insanity. Especially when the impossible beating of a murdered heart begins to twist the mind apart. An...
Nikki Bilello
Dec 3, 20212 min read
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I love You. I'll Never Question That.
Why did I never have your name? What is your definition of friendship? Why didn't you work for the family business? When I moved near...
Nikki Bilello
Jul 24, 20213 min read
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Why U Bullshittin'?
I remember weird shit. Like, the first time I squeezed, panicked and felt fear at the "Fun House" at the Frog Jump. I never did do well...
Nikki Bilello
Apr 23, 20215 min read
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Sound of Silence
Hello darkness, my old friend, I've come to talk with you again. I'd like to let Paul Simon know that darkness is not a friend. And,...
Nikki Bilello
Dec 21, 20202 min read
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Twump Twump
Twenty days left for wet T-shirt contests and scandalous displays of cleavage. Twenty more days of Titties. Five words. Fucking mouthful....
Nikki Bilello
Dec 11, 20203 min read
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Who could it be now?
The Wednesday before Thanksgiving left a mark. I admit, I hadn't given the day much credit to begin with. My fault. I was dwelling on yet...
Nikki Bilello
Dec 1, 20201 min read
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The Giving Tree
Does breast cancer run in your family? I want to answer this question with confidence. I also want to love mushrooms, but my confidence...
Nikki Bilello
Nov 24, 20202 min read
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Am I ok?
Are you? The simple answer is, Yes! To the cashier, waitress, peers, and, all daily interactions...I am better than ok! However, I have...
Nikki Bilello
Nov 20, 20201 min read
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I'd F*ck Me
I sexually assaulted women today. Not in a way that will require me to register as a sex offender; none of the women knew they were my...
Nikki Bilello
Nov 19, 20202 min read
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Socially Awkward
Social media is, by design, socially awkward. I mean, Zuckerberg fucking bent ‘social awkwardness’ over, had the world take a selfie,...
Nikki Bilello
Nov 16, 20201 min read
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I can't die.
September 22, 2020, I had the second mammogram of my life. My descent into my own mortality began shortly after. I knew. It started with...
Nikki Bilello
Nov 15, 20202 min read
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